Threw out my life everyone around me has taught me that family is maybe the most important thing in your life. My dad has always told no matter what I need to put them first because there will be no one in the world that loves me like they do. I think in these he is completely right. My cousins,aunts, uncles, and grandparents are people that I re-call have always been around. So if you think friends are the most important thing in your life, then your wrong. Learn to value those people that surround you, because of these I am sure those people that are around you is something you can't change so you might as well enjoy it.
My Cousins
I want to start my post today by mentioning a quote that i really like. "It's sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew" I guess that is pretty much the story of my life. The few people that I recall that have always been around me are my family,cousin's, aunts, uncles and my grandparents. I have always had a hard time with those people that aren't as good friends to me anymore. Maybe the fact that I always expect for the people that sourround me to stick arround is the reason that it always affects me so much. I also liek some other quote that i though about today "it is he who seek love, it is he who seeks happines, it is also he that is never able to find it". I don't really know why but I just seem to think about it. I still have had a hard time to come up with new ideas to post about these past few days becuase to me I nearly covered everything that is bothering me at the time.
Fun With My BFF
I don't really know what to write about, it seem to me that for the week I am done with ideas of topics that interest me. Maybe because I have covered about every topic that truly bothers me right know. I have these friend Santiago, he always keeps making fun of everything going on. He always seems to find the humor in everything that turns out to happen. Finding the humor in things is maybe the greatest thing you could do, I always try to find that funny side to everything. Also today in photography I enlarged my first picture. It felt really good because I had taken all the pictures and seeing the outcome was just great.
Yesterday my friend happened to mention how I in some way was like Al Pacino, because like him i didn't love anybody. I found that really funny. I don't know I guess he is right in someway. I mean I do love my friends and my family. I am not sure if the type of love he was talking about is that type of love they show you on the books. The typical girl and boy that never believed they would be happy and find love. For me that's just in books. It doesn't really exist for me. It something fictional like those book I read every now and then. I know how everyone says love is for everyone and everyone will eventually have it. But me i don't think it will ever come around. The more I think about it the farther it seems. I see everyone around me and they have lived it and known it. Me never I guess i have been cupid and the third wheel always. I mean being cupid or match maker doesn't bother me a lot. I love to do it because i see the outcome my friends happy and the other person happy as well. That's maybe what makes me the happiest out of being the third wheel.
After years of moving around and having many different friends I came to one conclusion! I have a hard time saying I have a bff, if I do say so that means the person had to do a lot of things that would make me realize they are worth my time and me being mas, sad or happy about anything that happens with them. One of the people I trust the most is a friend of mine named Valeria. She doesn't live in Bogota anymore, but everytime something happens that makes me really happy or really sad she is the first person I think of telling.I rember when I first met her and I instantly started trusting her and telling her everything. I rember how I began to trust her, it was one day that she had come over to my house and out of the blue guessed who I liked. Ever since she has done the same. Latley I have thought about how all of my friends are pretty recent. I see my brother he has his best friend in Mexico ever since he started school, everytime we go they see each other. But I don't have that, I don't really know why but that's how life is. I hope that all the friend I made now and I am in contact with stay my friends for now and for always. I can't only think of the many times I have thought that maybe if I had stayed in Mexico I would have friends that I new ever since I started school. But that's how my life turned out to be. Me moving from one place to another and having to make new friends. Never really knowing were to go next and if these place will be as easy to adapt as the previouse one. But how can I possibly be thinking so much about these? I don't really get myself, that's why I try to write about it and maybe by reading threw it I will understand fully why I get all these random thoughts about friends, and how long they have been around. But right now that shouldn't be an issue it should be how long I will be friends with the people that are currently in my life. Many people have told me friends come and go, but I wish just once at least one of my friends stays for good, that way I would be able to look back at a lot of years of amaxing memories. Maybe so that these friend last until I am fourty or fifty, that way she can be the godmother of our childern or something like that.
Del Potro is for me one of the greatest Latin American tennis players in history. I have always admired the way he play and how humble he is. Maybe the moment where he was the happiest in his life was when he won the U.S Open, I even started crying with him. I remember last year when I went to the
Sony Ericsson Open in Miami i waited threw all of his game just to be able to obtain his autograph. At first he left without signing my wallet, but I started screaming Del Potro, Del Potro and he came back and signed it. I am looking forward to the Sony Ericsson Open this year, where I hope to see him again.It is the one of the stops of the
ATP world tour
I love using my blackberry, like I can always be in contact with my friend even when I am not at home or close to a computer. I don't know why but like I seem find it so much fun! Maybe because I spend all my day with it. The other day I was watching valentines day and this girl say that her closest relationship she has is with her blackberry and thanks god it vibrates. I think this is an intresting way of seeing it. But I don't consider my blackberry that close to me. But I mean its an obession!! I just can't stop!! Like I start bbming( the act of using blackberry messeger) and I just can't stop! But like you know it like so much fun!!! Well that's a part of my life and that's a part of what it goes.
I don't now why i always happen to seat around and think and think for hours. Maybe because there is no one i really trust at the moment. Thinking and keeping to myself is what I find the easiest to do. It has come to my attention that for me trust had always come to be hard. But then I see myself and my life is surrounded by great people that by what i notice care of what goes on in my life. I really don't have many best friends and that part saying i have a best friend come even harder than just trusting people. I don't really understand why or what events in my life let me to be like these, maybe the fact that i move around so much and for me it's hard to live behind and easily make new friends that i have strong bonds with like the previous ones. But as time passes i change and notice that the less i care the better it turns out to be for me.
Tomorrow is valentine's day.....and i can't help but wander why they made up these typical Holiday just to remind you that your single or i don't now. So these Friday the movie valentine's day came out here in Bogota. I went and watched it with on of my friends. I Saw so many different stories of love and not love. There was even an I HATE VALENTINE'S DAY party it was really funny how everyone in the end found there own way to celebrate it, in a good or bad way. So I think the day when I don't want to have an I hate valentines day party will make these my favorite holiday in the year.
I have always found it hard to trust people that surround me, but somehow there is certain people that since the first day i meet them, I just can't wait to tell them all about me. I don't really understand why these happens, because it just makes me realize how maybe my current friends weren't all what i thought. But then I think i don't need to trust them if i have fun with them then they can still be my friends. But at first I didn't understand the difference between good friends, friends and best friends. I guess now I understand it, having many friends is good and fun. But not all of them need to be the closest. I learned these from my mom. I don't now why but I have always had an opinion that is extremely hard to change. I think the reason is because one of the things that I would most hate to be is a follower. I am annoyed by the people that surround me that are followers. Maybe because for me having my own opinion about everything is really important. Why would i want to share the same opinion than someone else just so they like me? I just think that is really dumb and people should have there own way of experiencing their opinion and not be judged about it.
Since I was eight years old I began to have a life that is familiar to many people in our world. These is moving from place to place. I still remember the moment when I was told I had to move to Lima. I never expected that I would leave these city were I had met my first friends, gone to my first school and most importantly the place were all my baby memories had happened. It all started at a normal day were my sister and my brother were called to my parents room. After that I new it would always happen like these. For me moving to Lima wasn't a big deal at all I mean I was young and couldn't really understand what was going on. My first day of school was nothing I was use too the first thing I thought was these place is so crowded.I had the funnest elementary school year I could have had. But int fifth grade we had the conversation in my parents bedroom all over again. I was not ready for these at all I had so many plans for my first years of middle school with my friends from there. These time we had to move to Bogota, Colombia. Its been three years and a halve and I have been extremely happy. But when I came to the school in Bogota I realized it wasn't elementary school anymore and I couldn't make friends as easily as before. Maybe the first year was the hardest I didn't really go out, I was never invited. But as the year passed things got better.Ever since I have been happy. Nothing out of the normal fights, laughing, hanging and all that. But all I can say is these is my life and these is how it goes
